January 2012
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You don’t give up on the people you love. 
Jan 25th
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Someday we'll know
I’m speeding by the place that I met you, for the 97th time…tonight
Jan 19th
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“May our dependably steady and warmly personal God develop maturity in you so...”
– Romans 15:5-6 (MSG)
Jan 11th
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God's will:
“It is God’s will that you should be sanctified: that you should avoid sexual immorality; that each of you should learn to control his own body in a way that is holy and honorable, not in passionate lust like the heathen, who do not know God.” - 1 Thessalonians 4:3-5 (NIV) “Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you in...
Jan 2nd
December 2011
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“Love is a commitment, a choice, & a command from God.”
– I read this somewhere. Based on my subjective & objective experiences, I find this to be true…because love is more than a feeling, right?
Dec 13th
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“Do not fret because of evil men or be envious of those who do wrong; for like...”
– Psalm 37: 1-4
Dec 12th
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“And the Master, God, stays right there and helps me, So I’m not...”
– Isaiah 50:7 (MSG) —— One of my favorite verses in the Bible, ever:)
Dec 11th
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No matter what
Practically speaking, even if my heart’s deep-as-the-Pacific hopes are never fulfilled, I will serve God. Knowing God is my purpose, & heaven is my goal.  As much as I love him, or desire a family, or a dynamic career, I know for sure my soul will rejoice despite not having any of those & will simply sing on my deathbed: Cause it was worth it all, it was worth it all, it was worth...
Dec 11th
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“I have learned over the years that when one’s mind is made up, this...”
– Rosa Parks
Dec 11th
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boo yaaa
Mushu! look away dis gon make ya jellly. . . . . INDIA in 10! AHHHHHH! hah i guess i’d better start packing:)  my dad said something simple that made me realize all the unnecessary rabbit trails my mind was creating. as usual..hah.  he said something along the lines of, “keep it simple. love God, live for Him, serve Him, love life because of Him” i always find that i have...
Dec 8th
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a/k/a
Vinintha Viniatha Vinithia Vineetha Vanessa Venita this will never stop making me laugh..
Dec 1st
November 2011
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“Keep your words sweet — you may have to eat them later. I expect to pass...”
– Stephan Grellet
Nov 23rd
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You are my hiding place
Who can satisfy my heart No one but You Lord
Nov 22nd
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Recently I read this in a book: “Have complete faith in God.” The words are so real in my life that any thought that brings up a worry or burden is immediately greeted with them. It’s weird how things make sense to me now. I’m not apathetic or jaded or feel overexposed toward the things of God anymore. 
Nov 21st
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Nov 19th
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2007
i just remembered being 16: fresh outta high school, freshman at college. all teenagey & angsty..hah.  i used to listen to these three songs over & over: Great is Your Mercy, Don Moen Let Go, Frou Frou Sunshine, Lupe Fiasco when i listen to them now, it’s like looking at myself in the mirror, they’re that much a part of me.  why do we listen to songs on repeat..? i...
Nov 16th
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Listenthis was sung at Dr. W’s memorial service, &...
Nov 15th
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11/14/1889
Nehru’s birthday. My friend always points out that mine is exactly a hundred years after hah. This Monday’s gunna be incredibly special to me ‘cause I’m finally real with who I am on the inside..I’ve never been, or I wouldn’t be sitting here typing this out hah. There was always this chasm between who I was, really, and who I was being. Well, for the first...
Nov 11th
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No secrets, no games.  May God’s will be done in our lives. 
Nov 11th
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fireworks & silverware. 
Nov 10th
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i want to devote the hours of my life to something godly. i want my future to be filled with philanthropy & altruism. i want to serve God no matter what. i will serve God no matter what. i will never let anyone or anything separate me from the love of Christ.
Nov 10th
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a thousand times i’ve failed, still Your mercy remains
Nov 8th
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just want to get away from it all for sometime & sink myself into reading my Bible, Vonnegut, Gibran, & Keats….& definitely some Rowan Atkinson, mm Blackadder<3 alas, homework beckons. dun dun dun:/
Nov 5th
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ListenListen
Nov 4th
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So you know how God brings our church/fellowship amazing men & women of God..? It has always shocked me how truly merciful & good God is. He encourages & lifts our spirits through His ministers. You will not believe how timely their visits are. It’s truly God’s sovereign plan the way these things happen. If you know me, you know what a ridiculous skeptic/cynic/critic I...
Nov 3rd
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“God said, “I am holy; you be holy.”
– 1 Peter 1: 16 (MSG) —— This verse keeps hitting my heart. What am I doing!? I have to accomplish God’s will for my life. “The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak” is def me right now. I’ve let unnecessary things have my time. I have to get back on...
Nov 1st
October 2011
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“The success of love is in the loving, not in the result of loving.”
– Mother Teresa —— Never have I ever felt more vulnerable in my entire life. “To love is to be vulnerable.” - C.S. Lewis. I’ve always pondered that in my heart. Real love in real life is risky, wonderful, & challenging.  All I can do sometimes is pray…for...
Oct 31st
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“I have learned to hold all things loosely, so God will not have to pry them out...”
– Corrie ten Boom<3 —— I love you more than you’ll ever know…but I shouldn’t hold you so tight & close to my heart. 
Oct 28th
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Hah…well, I just got royally mocked for my love for cooking, baking, doing laundry, & cleaning:)
Oct 28th
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“He that trusteth in his own heart is a fool: but whoso walketh wisely, he shall...”
– Proverbs 28:26 —— this verse has made me make some wise decisions. thank You God for Your word which speaks to this day!
Oct 27th
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Wish
you know why i hate the word wish?  because it gives me a false sense of not needing to have to put any effort into that which is wished for. i love work. i’m a workaholic, i’ll freely admit.  my relationship with God is work. relationships with people is work. school is work. a job is work. everything worth anything is work. you have to put your best into everything or...
Oct 26th
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Pain happens when you care…
Oct 25th
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i miss huddy. they really were me. i limp just like House. in fact, i always will limp just like House. metaphorically speaking. i’m astute when it comes to relationships & people, but i don’t participate as much as i should. i self-medicate with knowledge. the House side of myself will always love Cuddy. the Cuddy side will always want & need different & better. we worked...
Oct 25th
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i. New season in my life. Yesterday was truly the last page of the last chapter that I’d been holding on to for so long… It’s interesting & truly God’s doing how everything came together.  ii. Thank You, God, for Dr. Weathersby’s life.  iii. Never put any human being on a pedestal, or love them more than Jesus.  iv. Seek God, seek God, seek God…while He...
Oct 24th
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“The remarkable thing we have is a choice every day regarding the attitude we...”
– Chuck Swindoll
Oct 24th
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“The way of fools seems right to them, but the wise listen to advice.”
– Proverbs 12:15 (NIV)
Oct 24th
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My favorite professor in the whole entire world passed away today:( :( :(  Earth’s loss is heaven’s gain…thank you, Dr. Weathersby, for teaching & encouraging me! 
Oct 24th
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Oct 24th
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Life is good because God is good..
Oct 23rd
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Oct 21st
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“I love You, Lord, my strength.”
– Psalm 18:1 —— I was reading this chapter today…& Psalm 20. I can’t believe I never paid attention to this verse until now! Very relevant to what’s happening inside me right now. So many connections, but is this Your will, God? What I walk away with is that I have...
Oct 20th
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The Bible changes my life each time I read it… The presence of God was so strong at Delaware service today, I can still feel it - God is doing something amazing. I’m excited for this season that God is leading me into. It’s different from what I’m used to. I guess I’ve always shied away from growing in the Lord because of my own fears of spiritual responsibility &...
Oct 16th
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Oct 14th
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I used to interpret the things my dad used to tell me back in the day as mere words, but now I truly understand the meaning behind them, hah. Whatup, growth! “Nike got it right: Just do it!” - because I used to be a ridiculous perfectionist, with an all-or-nothing attitude, afraid of doing mediocre work, & therefore did no work (issues, hah).  “Jesus is Lord of my...
Oct 14th
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“A wise man learns from the mistakes of others while the foolish man learns from...”
– Michelle quoting a proverb, hah
Oct 12th
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“You are more than what you have become.”
– Mufasa
Oct 12th
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& what appears as incomplete is still completely Yours…
Oct 11th
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I can’t believe how overwhelmingly raw the pain is. I haven’t really grieved. Now’s as good a time as any. 
Oct 10th
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Listen This is love: Jesus came & died & gave...
Oct 10th
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God’s presence was wonderful tonight! I’m gunna have to make some u-turns.. Teach me Your will, God.
Oct 10th